Walk Alone

Poem by Monk Bubjung


Walk alone !

Completely alone brings complete freedom. 

Go into lonely solitude.

Walk alone where there is no one.

Don't depend on anyone.

Don't expect someone to notice you.

To feel and aware of self,

Walk completely alone.

To expect is not walking alone.

It withers the full energy of self.

If it's not complete solitude, it is not solitude.

Practice to be alone.

Go into solitude to feel alone.

Be friend with that solitude.

The feeling of loneliness will hinder to be alone.

But you don't need to be deceived by that feeling.

That feeling of loneliness is a signal of awareness.

Loneliness! In that deep forest, the beauty

We are longing for is breathing.

To be alone is 

Sitting with self and

Time of flowering true self.

If we live outside, 

We lose time to be with self.

And that is true loneliness and true solitude.

Being alone completely brings complete freedom.

It leads to be one with self therefore 

to meet true you.


Pen Drawing

Pen drawing is what I can do when I have a pen. Often I love to make simple lines instead of detailed complicated work. For me it is very related with breathing and simple mind. I can make lines without much thoughts, for example while I was talking with someone I just draw lines without intentions, otherwise when I make decisions and they have to go straight, it feels like the rhythm of breathing is only tool I can use. While following into straight lines, there mistaken lines happen but it is important to accept that error and to continue breathing in and out. That error is not terrible I figured out many times. It also happens by the edge of paper and wrong position while I need to move. I am saying that pen drawing is quite a meditation. When I was young I've learned how to free myself between paper and pencil. There is vast air of freedom in that limited paper. That feeling of liberation. Once you experience it you won't forget. Because it is a communication with oneself.

When many thick lines are together, they are much more attractive and we can feel all the efforts were added but a single line can be strong and beautiful also. Like this woman's figure... rhythmical  breathing is flowing very quietly. I admire deeply this single beauty lines. It teaches me that they have nothing to do with me Julia, a human. I am just moving when I have a capacity to listen and act, but also I miss so many things. As I said earlier it is important to focus on what I can catch.  These work is my way to get to know and connect to God where there is totally different level of being.

Les citations

"Le bien et le mal sont comme un fil noir et un fil blanc si intimement tissés ensemble qu'il est souvent impossible de les séparer. "

Si les fondations s'effondrent, toute la maison s'ecroule avec.

J'ai demandé à la terre, j'ai demandé à la mer et les profondeurs, parmi les animaux vivants, les choses qui creep. J'ai demandé le vent qui souffle, j'ai demandé au ciel, le soleil, la lune, les étoiles, et de toutes les choses qui tiens à la porte de ma chair ... ma question était le regardje me suis tourné pour eux. leur réponse a été leur beauté.    

 Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way.......nikita koloff.....

The word "conformity" that is when everybody thinks and believes in same things without having any deeper feeling about it.

La foul est le contraire de la vérité ou encore la vérité est toujours de côte de la minorité. La plupart des gens se contentaient de jouer à vivre sans se poser la moindre question. 


Study of spirit

I think that to be strong for life is to understand more the depth of living. If one is to be strong without understanding that is simply wrong. But to be strong shouldn't be a goal, it just arrives when understanding happens. When the eyes of mind see the threshold of next step, there is no turning back. I come to think today that living spirit is just a bundle of thoughts, feelings and five senses as Buddha once told us thousand years ago. 

Without body, spirit has different vibration in human world. For example spirits don't have five senses which means the ability of smell, hear, touch, see and taste do not exist in spiritual world obviously. Probably they have their own special way(ability) to see and communicate with us when it's necessary. And I think necessity comes when energy level is matched to each other. There could be like a formula of photons in mind matter. But the ghost who keep personal emotion can't guide us, because they are the one who need help. 

When one life ends, the spirit should let everything go which means every emotions that one think it can't  possibly be forgotten should all die. Watching deeply the Intensity of emotion will lead one to understand the constant pattern of rise and fall... And realize how unimportant all kind of angers and sandness. Eventually what remains from all emotions is the layer of strength in true self and that is I think what spirit is after. When humans ask for help from invisible spirits, they can be guided by related spirits but their communication is very limited since humans are so caught up with our own affairs. It's also because spirits are formless energies and there completely different way of being continues. The rule of universe can only be understood by right mind state. 

The core of Spirit do not know time and I as a spirit is nothing to do with human 'I' after death therefore I don't exist. There is only a spirit. My mind about human thoughts, feelings and five senses die with body. What will be as 'I' after body dies? Mind of spirit is like the movement of water, clouds or wind. There is no attachment but it stays in tuned with tremendous love. It is focused to be a whole. 

Because if we try to deal with a particular problem, it’s still always coming from the source. The source is the ‘me’. That little source, little pond, little stream, apart from the great source must dry up.
— from The ending of time